well i guess i am feeling alittle better, went back to the docs and he put me on steroids now for the next 5 days, i am still having problems breathing. I guess its respiratoy issues i am having now. I am approaching 4 weeks being sick . I cannot wait to get 100% better so i can enjoy my smoke-free life., and see what it really feels like being smoke free without being sick. will the cravings still be gone? Will i be able to cope? i have been thinking about smoking lately...more like, i cannot belive i smoked for so long, all day every day, just wasting my life away, killing time, doing nothing. what a shame. what was i getting from it? did it even benefit me? NO.. Its so funny, when your a smoker , its your life, its who you are, and when your an ex-smoker, its like wow.. that was me? what the heck was i thinking? how weak was i ? who was i? wierd.. life is really diferent as a non-smoker. I hope i will feel the same way about smoking as i do now when i am no longer sick. thank you all for your support thus far. i suspect i will be on here alot more when i get better.. thats when i am really going to feel it i guess, it hasnt bothered me because of my sickness, its been easy breezy, yeahhh i quit smoking cold turkey!, but hey who knows how this will really effect me.?? .. chat soon.
