Chewed a piece of nicotine gum as soon as I woke up. Off work today, went to the gym, shopped for groceries, emptied the car ashtray at my partner's suggestion. Felt pretty edgy toward night time. Looked at picture of healthy lung cilia. They're cute! I want mine to be able to do their job! Thought and talked a little bit about grieving the loss of cigarettes, I have been relying on them since I was 13. That was a little sad. But I want my actions today to be from self-love, and quitting smoking is the most loving thing I can do for myself. Plus I have a sinus infection, again! This is the second time in two weeks, and they've been on and off for the last three months.
