concentration..

[Ghart88]

I’ve always had a hard time quitting because of concentration. If I could just take a few weeks off of work to sit by myself I think it would be a lot easier. This isn’t an option though.. I am in management and need to be present at my job. I try to get work done but I find my mind unable to pay attention and drift off from subject to subject. It feels exceedingly nice when I just let this process happen but then I end up feeling guilty. I’m worried I will end up in trouble, mess something up, or get fired because I can’t force myself through this. I’ve never been typical with my mood during my quit and my energy level isn’t bad, it’s just this one chemical adjustment that really makes this whole thing difficult. I would alert/tell work about it but A) I’ve already done that in the past and don’t want to keep messing around with it. B) it wouldn’t matter anyway, the fact is, I have to be present/focused. We are a small business so my inactivity is costly.