Still here just resting in the background reading and thinking. I see alot of new people on here that take me back to the place I was 129 days ago and in my minds eye I can feel what I was feeling then. It helps me to maintain this quit by being grateful that I have made it this far and also reminds me that I am one puff away from a pack a day. I still see alot of the oldies that have been such a cornerstone of strenth and encouragement to me....alot of you who never knew I was listening. I tend to watch and listen and learn.....not always sure that I have anything to say that will help or make a difference, there are many here that truely have a gift of putting thoughts and feeling into words that touch and change peoples lives.
All I know is that for 129 days I have put on foot in front of the other...I have held on through the fire and the wind....and then the rain..... I have learn things about myself that I use to repress.....I have grown...I have cried....I have laughed...I have loved.....I have lived!! BUT I have NOT smoked. N.O.P.E.
Thank You Ex-ers new and old...........You are my rock!!
