Pity Party day, My house is a disaster havent finished decorating, gotta clean like crazy having 20 people for christmas , gotta shop and cook. Plus I'm doing OT at work, I think I got arthritis in my back now been killing me for a month, plus my knees.,knees have been a few years, got RA.Kids think I;m santa every day bugging me for "Loans" I can't give or want too. Gonna be a stressful few weeks but I can do it with out smoking, 44 days so far.
