I am so sorry to all my friends for giving me such incredible support. I must reexamine what the hell was going thru my mind that made me think smoking was a good idea. YES I was hurting and wanted to escape, but it only brought upon more pain and guilt. I am so ashamed as always and feel like I need to hide. I apologize. I am sucha let down. I have already been called every name there is by my mother....so no need to beat me up. I feel so badly and like such a friggen loser all over again. I have to look into this and see my reasons of WHY I am still choosing to smoke. This has been a disappointing and sad day all around for many reasons, and this tops it all off. I love you all and thnak you for being there for me.
With much regret,
Ali 😞