Well almost there again to day 7....I am feeling really depressed....I am sure it has to do with the missing dopamine in my brain and my nic receptors not getting any...lol, but still. This freakin sucks...if I wanted to be miserable, I would still be smokin. Ugh....so to try and follow some advice today...I made myself a deal....if in 1 months time I am still not smoking, but still this miserable...I will alllow myself to smoke....gosh I hope I can get out of this funk. So last night would have been my 2 week mark and was 2 weeks for my fiance so we went out to a really nice dinner to celebrate. It's a good thing we saved all this money not smoking, cuz we sure blew it last night....Btw I hate the new site I want my pretty pink and black page back
