This is one of those weird mornings when I wake up so early I don’t know what to do. It’s 2:30 AM here in California and I’ve been up for an hour. Usually when I would do this in the past I would go out to the patio and smoke. It seems in the middle of the night/early morning there’s just not much to do. It’s all about being quiet and not waking up my roommate or the animals. It’s a good thing I have 13 days under my belt that will keep me from going out there and smoking today because this is something I really didn’t plan for. I didn’t even think about it. It’s good not to have any stray cigarettes laying around either. I’d love to lay down and go back to sleep but that usually isn’t in the cards. Somedays my body just says I don’t need sleep.
I think I’m going to go out and get some of the puzzle books or maybe a coloring book for something to do when this happens as well as for slow afternoons. This just goes to show you that you don’t always think of everything when you’re putting your planning and your triggers together.
oh well I’m going to go find some thing to do. You all have a wonderful day!
