I was helping my daughter clear leaves off her driveway. When I stopped for a moment, leaning on the rake, I had a sudden image of myself lighting up. *big sigh* Remember that? I asked myself. Yep. So glad I don't do that anymore. It's been almost six years and I still have those moments. Not triggers. Not cravings. Just memories. I let them flit by like a memory of a past lover.