My mom's funeral was this morning and I couldn't be there. My little brother handled everything. I'm usually the one who steps in to help, but couldn't this time. I'm so proud of him. He has done such a great job. Even though I couldn't be there, I talked to my brothers and got pictures.
I have a job interview in a few hours. I've been so emotional this morning and am now worried I'm going to look puffy when I go in for the interview. I've had four cigarettes in the past few hours. I just can't think about quitting today. I'm set to quit on the 15th. I wanted to slow down before my quit date. Tomorrow will be a better day. I' going to get this interview out of the way and then I can put quitting smoking back at the top of my list.
I'm impressed by the support that has been shown from members here. I know that I've made the right decision in joining this community and now have hope that I can put the cigarettes away for the last time.
Thank you for all the love.
