Today is February 17 2024
My hubby has a specialist appointment March 29th and for ME it is tough job to live in today
One day at a time to stay in today only it is all I have this next 16 hours of this day my bedtime 8pm and waking up at 330am on Saturday February 17
I tell myself it is not March 29 it is February 17. 2024 at 524am
I wish it was March 29 and this testing time for my hubby was over with good report all on March 29th it is my fantasy of my illusion of control and I bring MYSELF back in to today by saying the date of today out loud it is February 17 2024 Saturday the tough job for me is when my mind is twisted with worries and 100 forms of fear of the unknown results of hubby tests
MY reality is FACTS and it is February 17 and to think of others to get out of my fears and worries today February 17 is our friend 73 birthday and NOT my hubby specialist Dr appointment in March on the 29th FACTS not feelings of fears and worries thinking Nope nope NOPE
WoooooWOOO thanks for reading I appreciate everyone
