Well my first quit attempt worked from bedtime until 4:30 PM the next day.
Then it was as though a big bubble burst......
I had gradually been accusing my husband of stupid things like stealing the toothepaste
I can't even remember all the weird thoughts going through my head.
Cold turkey did not work for me.
I also got tired of writing in and burdening all of you.....I know you are all going to say "but we are here for you"
But frankly I got tired of myself.....being so needy.
The good news is that I am still under a pack and will just have to do it the traditional way ie. get down to 5
per day and then hopefully quit by the date of October 7th, my original quit date.
Can anyone identify with this feeling of a bubble bursting? Then you just have to smoke one to get out of
this pseudo-quitting life and smoke to get back to reality? Some really bizarre takes on life are inbedded in
me that need fixing before I will suceed at quitting.
