So long coming.....but regardless, tomorrow is the day that it starts.
I was hestitate to blog and I know why. It's my addiction telling me NOT to, telling me you won't succeed at quitting, you never do. It's not the right time, it never is, so says the strong addiction.
I must be stronger than that....I have to be resolved to quitting....look at all of the positives, let the negatives have a day (or 2 or 3...) off, and get this quit going.
Truth is life is good, life is always good....all depends on what the mind wants to concentrate on.....I am concentrating on the positives.....I have plenty to be thankful for!!
It's easy to find the negatives.....it's living to find the positives, I want that positive person back that nicotine kidnapped.
I need to counterattack that strong thought, so yes addiction, I am blogging, I am putting it out there, I am taking the embarrasment risk.....I am quitting tomorrow!
Making myself a part of this community again is a positive step, I've been lurking in the background lately....telling myself I'm going to quit, but not coming thru.....multiple stupid excuses, saying next week would be better, as week after precious week goes on by.
My addiction doesn't want me to join this community, it would rather me fail as it keeps its grip.
The rest of me wants freedom.....tomorrow is the day 3/3/16.....thankful this EX site exist!
So there it is, I did it, I set a quit date and made it known. Yay : )
