"I'm Coming Out" by Diana Ross
I'm coming out
I'm coming
I'm coming out
I'm coming out
I'm coming out
I'm coming out
I want the world to know
Got to let it show
I'm coming out
I want the world to know
I got to let it show
There's a new me coming out
And I just had to live
And I wanna give
I'm completely positive
I think this time around
I am gonna do it
Like you never knew it
Ooh, I'll make it through
The time has come for me
To break out of this shell
I have to shout
That I am coming out
I'm coming out
I want the world to know
I got to let it show
I'm coming
I'm (coming out) coming
(I want the world to know)
(I got to let it show)
I've got to show the world
All that I wanna be
And all my abillities
There's so much more to me
Somehow, I have to make them
Just understand
I got it well in hand
And, oh, how I've planned
I'm spreadin' love
There is no need to fear
And I just feel so good
Everytime I hear
I'm coming out
Coming
(I want the world to know)
(I got to let it show)
I'm coming out
I want the world to know
I got to let it show
I'm coming out
I want the world to know
Got to let it show....
So this is my last day... I tried to think of something that would hit on what I felt like today, but for whatever reason, I started hearing DR singing this song... I guess it's kind of prophetic if I let it (excuse the rhyme-- totally unintentional)! So today, I think I'll go around singing and playing this song. You know, it has a few lines here and there that make you happy and give you that upbeat feeling, and so tonight, I hope that it will be stuck in my head as I go to sleep. That one little thing to give me strength, but more than that-- to help me celebrate because when I wake up, I will be hours away from my last coffin nail. And by tomorrow night, I will possibly be able to lie there and rest easy for once. I had some trouble sleeping the last couple of nights, so I got up and took a couple puffs, so tonight, I want to forego that and sing a song that will make you want to dance all over those coffin nails, smushing them into the dirt from whence they came!!!! Today is the last day I "indulge" that nicodemon! Tomorrow: Let the sunshine and fresh air begin!!!!
