This is my first journal entry. I've never been good with putting my feelings into writing, so this is like public speaking to some. I've not put a cigarette to my lips in since February 5th. The struggle is still absolutely real. I have horrible cravings at times. Especially since I work in a very high paced medical facility, and I'm a wife, and mother, and do all the things. I've realized that when I have bad cravings, what helps me is to go stand near someone who has been smoking or stand near an ashtray. The smell to me is absolutely disgusting, where I no longer have the urge to pick up a cigarette. Anyone else disgusted over the smell so bad that it turns them off of ever wanting to smoke again?
