Out this morning with my daughter shopping and for some reason couldn't handle the stress. Tried everything to calm myself down. ( Maybe not everything) I hate everything about myself. This going in circles is driving me crazy. I know everything to do. So I just need to go away. I not helpping others on this site. With being a serial quitter. Its in my hands now. So SAD. Cried, screamed, No there were no smokers around. excuse the grammar. This is a great site having around is not helping anyone else.