Still Alive

[tracyb316]

Just wanted to say thank you. There are a few special people here. My mother-in-law had surgey last week and i was her care taker for this last week so i was not here, to blog and post. Well a  few of u have gotten worried about me since i kinda drop from the face of the earth, I thank yall for that, made me feel special. Even had 1 friend call and check on me, Thank you. I am doing great i am on day 48 and feeling good about it. Never had a urge to smoke the whole time i took care of my mother in law,now when i got home, noticed i still have a smell of smoke in my house, and 1 of my animals had died on me but i am okay. I really do feel like i dont need a cig anymore.  I do think about a cig but is more a thought that a urge, i know i dont want one, the thought of starting over scares me more than anything, i remeber i thought i would die that first week but i did not, and feel so much better now. Anyways  thank yall again for caring.