Starting All Over..... AGAIN!!!

[jdesco311]

Well, I chose December 24, 2015 as my quit date.  I'm already feeling anxious.  I can't believe I let myself get back to this point.  I quit smoking for 3 years and then started again when my brother died.  Then, after smoking for 2 years, I quit again.  I didn't smoke a cigarette for FOUR YEARS!  I went on a trip to Europe and while enjoying myself at a local pub, I bummed a smoke of another customer and slowly my enemy (cigs) crept back into my life.  That was 2 years ago.

I'm disgusted that I have to suffer through another quit.  The only good thing is that I know it gets easier and easier.  I hope I have the strength to get through the battle ahead of me.

I need all the support I can get from my new friends on this site.

Desperately,

Janet