It seems really cold tonight and I feel really stressed and recognize the old feelings of 'time for a smoke'. It is my 5th month. Feels like my second week when the initial rush of quitting has flown out the window and the hard reality sets in and I havent smoked because it would never never never end and I dont want to go there again...even if parts of me still raise a ruckus about it inside. Loved the "Wish for You" share just wish I was that gracious, unselfish and thinking more of others instead of my own delimas and wanting to smoke today. Such a little whiner am I.....lol.
