Life has changed radically since I had to put Hoggie down. Pets are so dependent and add so much to your life.
the one person from my life who can truly relate to this particular loss is my second wife. She helped his mother birth his litter 2 feet behind me.
we haven’t spoken since our daughters wedding 10 years ago but our daughter reconnected us after Hoggie passed.
it really helps to have someone to talk with at night.
I am at the nursing home to see my dad who is in PT. He has sounded pretty despondent the past two nights. I know he wants to leave this earth and at 97, I can’t blame him.
After just losing Hoggie, it would be pretty devastating to me.
Here I sit, life is changing every day. My arms are all beat up from dismantling Hoggies place. I’ve finally decided on a fix for the staircase his place was attached to. I’ve had to make multiple medical appointments for a possible surgery.
I crashed my truck and had to have $1600 of just mechanical work to make it driveable.
Everything happens at once.
Oh for better times
No smoking for me.
Life is short
I don’t do that anymore!
