Slip

[Nikibug]

I made it to day 5 and caved! Bought a pack of smokes and had two puffs of a cigarette and threw them out! 2 hours later bought another pack and smoked 3 when my 18 year old son woke up and put the rest of the pack in water took my cash and debit cards and told me not to give up! I wrestled for a couple hours and bought 2 single cigars and smoked them.  Now im home frustrated and penniless hoping to start my quit over again.  Im sad ashamed and tired.  I have a doctors appt dec 1 to start chantix.... now i want to not think about cigarette smoke!