It's a beautiful day out. I need to study. I am inside in the shade looking out at the sunshine wondering why I am trying to force myself to study indoors and miss the sunlight.
Why?
Well, I've been semi-avoiding loitering unsupervised in the great outdoors for the past 70 days to be exact. Ever since I quit smoking. Well here's what I have to say to myself:
1) You're already committed to not smoking. So there's nothing to worry about. Be worried if you start to challenge that. For now you're not questioning anything about your quit so be confident with that.
3) Don't be superstitious. Avoiding outside is not what is keeping you smoke-free. You are making that decision yourself.
2) You're not loitering. You're supposed to be studying. So study!
Well, it's been 70 days of not smoking and the time has come to go outside and sit there without smoking. No time like the present.
Sarge, I'm goin' in!!
Wish me luck!