Today I Janie because I LOVE myself and my family and I want to live long enough to meet my future grandkids. I give myself a smoke free body. This is the hardest thing I have ever given up for myself. Smoking 2 cigs a day before bed has been my go to, my best friend, my confidant, my end of the day counseling, my time to relax, my everything is going to be ok tomorrow, my it’s ok to call it a day, my cry with me type of friend. After contracting Covid-19 a few months ago and being sick at home for 2 weeks, it has affected my lungs and I HAVE to say goodby to my dear friend who has helped me let go of a lot of things in the past. It’s time to let go and find something new that’s going to contribute to a healthier me! Please let me be this brave tomorrow!