Again, I don't know what I would do without you guys. Knowing you are out there pulling for me means a great deal. I didn't cry at work today (YaY) but will admit that for a couple of hours of it I definitely could have cried. I'm not trying to make this worse than it is and also not trying to minimize it. It is a nasty position to be in, but it's not the end of the world. My ego is bruised, but maybe my ego was too big and I needed a little bring down. I learned a long time ago that victim-hood brings about as much to a stressful situation as smoking does. Walking around with a big old weight on your chest that feels like it's the dam holding back a torrent of tears isn't the easiest feeeling to shake, but it is shakable. It's doable.
So today was doable and I actually worked late, then made it home in time for Dancing with the Stars. I love me some mindless entertainment when I'm full of troubled thoughts and doubts. It's a nice distracftion when the brain wants a rest.
And speaking of rest i need to ket some now. I'll write agan soon, but please know, my dear friends, that I love you all and I will be okay.
