Yesterday I went saw child Hood firend for 3 and half hours. store , and other eands nocis are smoking the car. . Changed where smoke at and how. today I very mindful Of I why their not time to waste. I delayed 2 hours kep self bus and kept chanting to my self.
Anxeity, can cause, spike in High blood presure. . runs on my dads side the family. this doctor sucked. He gave me nothing fo rmy anxeity. He did give my freaerl, for my urologist. No prescrtions for authritus.
In VA my doctor took very good cre fome. She gave 1 my ic meds even though need 7, and my aneity meds. Now I have to my anxeity meds for as sicgologist. . . I had to walk with blood work. I called to se eif i had prescpritons and if got t he 2 referals > i now need. Well I got find . my urologist me self.
Her staff, handel every thing treated my whole . family. She 6 and half hours away.
Husband has High colestral, no meds, Back cronic neck pain no meds.
Wghen I light this day II am risk an heart tack. I am delying and distracting the past two day. No more excuess , I have to quit now. I never been so scared. I read all about last night. this what I need to make this final quit . My kids need me, and I don't want die young.
hugs and love
Meery Chritmas and Happy Holdays.
If I did have so much to get done today and the next few days. I would live on here until I went back to work.
