Yikes!! Pretty scary to be dealing with this head on.... Scared of failure, of letting go of my crutch - the crutch that seems so huge when i'm a non smoker yet so undesirable when i'm a smoker (or maybe i'll find it the opposite way this time). Time to be free though and evolve. Being 20 years old and smoking - ok, but being 40 and being a smoker, well it's all down hill from now....Come on girl...!
Would love to get in touch with fellow giver uppers 🙂