Well this morning just sucks! I have been playing all of those little games with myself thinking that I could just smoke and do this later when I'm 'ready' cause this is too hard! Don't worry... I am fighting myself with all of my might. I am finding things to distract myself. I can do this... hour by hour! My first goal is to make it until noon. At noon I will get back on here and blog again. Noon is what time my first round of classes are done and when I will be home with my boyfriend. Ok, off to change into my 3rd outfit for today... nothing seems to be comfortable today!
