Yesterday me and my partner had a gathering, about 7 or 8 people, all really good friends, all of which smoke. Suddenly I'm the odd one out. The first few hours were very nice, a few beers, maybe a shot or two, I didnt have the urge to smoke. couple of beers later and I'm fieding.
I take a drag off my Friend Ashley's smoke. Satisfying. 1 drag was it. the only tobbaco product in almost 3 weeks.
basically I'm trying to justify it because I feel really ashamed and embarrased. I'm still sticking with my quit date< nothing will interupt that, it was just compulsive and I feel shitty about it... smh. Just have to keep looking ahead.