Nostalgic

[frankenshanny]

Had the Bonfire last night to burn the last of my cigarettes. My husband was with me and helped me burn. He congratulated me and told me how proud he was. My dad was with us. He did the same thing. But I won't lie, it was hard. When I reached into the freezer to pull out the last of the carton of cigarettes I had such a strong urge to smoke one. Then when I unwrapped one of the boxes the urge got stronger. It was all so very nostalgic. But I won. I burned each cigarettee. Watching it slowly burn. Then tossed in the next. We did this until every last cigarette was in the flames.  No more cigarettes in the house. And unfortunately this morning I wake up missing them. But have to keep strong.