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Wingsbluecheese
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Hello everyone,

I'm new to this site, I quit smoking on October 26th 2021, it is now November 30th, yeah over a month.  I'm doing well, some cravings now and then and anxiety, but my body is going to need to adjust to quitting.  I joined site for additional support, most of my family is deceased, so it is just myself and my significant other (BF) and he has been cheering me on.  Sometimes I need some advice with anxiety and cravings.  The reason I decided to quit was I got bronchitis so bad that I actually could not smoke, and it then turned into sinusitis.  Here I was 4 days into bronchitis and didn't have a cigarette and my BF said...why don't you just quit, so I took it one day at a time and here I am lol.  I will say this, when Doc put me on Prednisone for the second time when it turned into sinusitis,  WOW!!!  Insomnia and anxiety like never before.  I never experienced that when I smoked with Prednisone but I felt it this time, needless to say I have a deviated septum and I'm sure I have sleep apnea, sleep study is on its way to my home now.  Again, didn't bother me when I smoked basically I used nicotine for a chill pill lol.  However, I know that was stupid of me, and I totally blame myself for all the years I smoked, yep I'm going through a tough time but....I will survive this and stay nicotine free!  If you have read this, congrats on staying with me, bless your heart.

God Bless,

Wingsbluecheese

 

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I smoked for over 32 years, I am now 52 years old. My quit journey began when I got a bad case of bronchitis. I wasn't even thinking on quitting at all, but I couldn't smoke, the bronchitis was bad, and before I even knew it, I hadn't had a cigarette in 4 days. My BF said, look, now is the time to quit, you are already 4 days into it, keep going, so I gave this some thought and said to myself let's do this. My quit date was October 26th, 2021. I also had a scare before I got bronchitis that I was in stage 3 kidney failure, well lots of blood taken and removal of NSAIDS (motrin, excedrin headache) and Celebrex for arthritis my kidneys are back to normal. It scared me, I didn't want to be on dialysis and I thought to myself if I can't stand the idea of being on dialysis what in the world am I doing smoking that causes cancer, COPD, emphysema etc....have I lost my mind?? I'm not saying quitting is easy by any means, probably the hardest thing I've ever had to do besides bury my family members. I take it one day at a time. I seek help through friends, family and this website which I have found some of the most amazing, caring and compassionate individuals who understand what I'm going through. God Bless, Inesa...wingsbluecheese