Hi. My name is Jude. I'm 39 yr old male living near Nashville TN. I used this site a few years back and it really helped me to quit. I quit for 5-6 years. Relapsed about a year and a half ago. My grandpa is dying of lung cancer rn and is going quickly. I want to be around and be healthy for my kids and loved ones. I woke up the past 2 morning hacking and wheezing and couldn't fall back asleep. I decided no more and haven't smoked since last night. Almost 12 whole hours...lol. I hope I didn't set my self up for failure by not seeing a quit day and working towards it. Not sure if I should do that now n work towards it or if I'm just looking for excuses to buy a pack. Please let me know your opinions. Ty. Jude (so_done)