Nicodemon,
I feel it is better to write to you what is in my heart and mind then for us to see each other and I fall apart and fall back into my old way of being. So here goes.
We have been together since I was in the 7th grade, that's 28 years that I have allowed you to just all out abuse me and make me feel like I was nothing and not good enough to feel healthy! I know you were there for me in good times, but you were also there pushing me at times when I DID NOT NEED YOU! You were NEVER a real friend, EVER! How could I have been so blind for so many years!!! I now have 4 daughters and one of them now has a relative of yours doing the same thing to her that you used to do to me! I am helping her see that she doesn't have to stay. There is a light at the end of the tunnel!!!
So with all this being said I have come to a life changing decision; It is over! OVER! OVER! OVER! OVER! I am done with you and all your sickening side effects!!! I am done with you making me smell like total crap!!! I am DONE with the fact that my hubby, who hasn't needed you EVER, won't kiss me because my breath smells like a wet ashtray! I am DONE not being able to breathe good! I am DONE sneaking out of family gatherings or at restaurants to catch a quick one! I am FINALLY able to say that!! I am PROUD! I am FINALLY FREE OF YOU NICODEMON!!! I CAN SMILE ABOUT IT!!! HELL YEAH! I WON ,YOU LOST! I AM THE VICTOR HERE AS WELL AS THE HAPPY AS HELL QUITTER! And you know what I love the fact that I can say I am a QUITTER!
So as we take our seperate paths in life now, know that I will NEVER need you again! Oh I know you will darken someone else's doorstep, but you know what? That's ok because I will be here to help that next person realize that they don't need you either! As long as there are people like me and as long as there is becomeanex.org you will only have temporary wins!
So good bye and good riddance! HASTA LA VISTA JERK FACE!!! WOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!!
Lisa
