So many times in the last few months I've built myself up to let myself fail again and again. I've put my quit date out another week again... Seems I find an excuse or something happens to put me into a panic attack the day I chose to quit. Maybe I'll always be a smoker obviously knowing that it may kill me eventually doesnt seem to be enough to make me stop for good. I have too many excuses and triggers that are not easy to get rid of. Keep praying for me, I will get there someday!