I am a 22 year old women who was hit by a car while crossing the street. I live in pain. I noticed that this is an area where I smoke. When I am in pain I smoke when my legs hurt I smoke. I am not sure why because the cig really doesnt do anything for the pain. I hate living in pain. The pain I deal with also has lead me into another direction. I am on pills for pain, for depression, for sleeping at night, muscle relaxers, joint meds and who knows what else right now. So I take the pills daily and that bugs me so there are times when I dont take my pills and smoke instead. I am not sure why. I know this is probaly the dumbest thing you will read today but I felt maybe someone out there can relate or give me advice.
