Hello to all of you wonderful people:0 Especially our new folks, jump right on in. I've benn contemplating about writing this blog for the last two days, and I think it's time because the knot in my chest will not budge.
Its probably stress related, due to school, trying to redefine my marriage and a repeat mammogram, that I have to have done tomorrow. I'm starting to feel isolated which is not good for me and alone, which I know that's not true because all of you are here for me.
Having all of you here for me is truly amazing, It's very difficult for me to reach out and ask for help (I'm just wired that way) But here I am and that's exactly what I'm doing. Please say a prayer for me, I know I will get through this whatever the out will be, and I'm not alone, and that this darn feeling will pass. I'm just feeling a tad bit like a big baby. The urge to smoke comes and goes, I just ignore it and practice deep breathing, it's not an option for me today. I'm just having the need to get the hell out of my own way right now and let the blessing and goodness flow. I think I just need some hugs, Please send me a few.
I will have 250 days in a few hours and I'm really excited about that. I have alot to be grateful for but I just felt the need to put some insurance on my big behind. LOL. Wishing you all a great day.
