Here I am setting at 4 months quit and watching Michigan State Win over Ohio State. Then all the sudden, and I mean sudden, I want a smoke so bad I start making up a story so that I could go out and buy some. I tried to think if we had any matches in the house so I wouldn't have to buy a lighter. How I could get up early in the morning to have a smoke. How could my mind be doing this. I started to tell my wife that I would go get a pizza. That would be my way out. Somehow I got a hold of my emotions and my thinking.
All the coverup I would have to do If I gave in. All that I would be giving up if I gave in. I feel so relieved just by writing this post. I am truly thankful right now.
