I can breeeeeeeth.
I did find myself hovering a bit while at one of my favorite restaraunts...at the cig machine...I spotted those marby reds from accross the room. I took a deeep breath and dismissed it. But, I hovered. I wish I wouldn't do that.... Those things sure did have a hold on me. I hate them.
I am done with the muthas..even if I do have to remind myself sometimes!
I want to get old from getting old, not from smoking!
I feel sooooo good! The best I have in so long. Finally! I don't lay in bed telling myself that I am not going to smoke tomorrow. I lay there thinking about how good it feels to have finally gotten past the needing to quit, to having stopped and knowing that I will never have to quit again! I am done!
So YA!
