Just before Thanksgiving I had a tremendous amount of stress. I don’t know why but I bummed a cigarette, smoked it and went out the next day and bought a pack..then another etc. I quit Aug 27th so it was totally mental. I’ve spent days kicking myself around and finally told myself to “knock it off!” Beating myself up was not going to get me back on track. I’ll be honest, I’m scared. I really do want to stop this harmful behavior but I feel like such a failure. I’m giving myself all the pep talks but that evil voice in my head is fighting me. But I’m going to beat this!! If there is anyone willing to pray for me I’d appreciate it so much. My name is Carole
