I am really disappointed in myself, I was so proud of myself and now I am ashamed to have to say that I messed up. I beat myself up enough, so please just let me start over fresh today. I'm not sure how I go about changing my page, I think I should change my name, that's a bummer, I liked all that I had here. I wasn't going to tell you guys, I was just going to keep going but I don't think I would have been able to pretend that I was heading into NML and would feel like a phoney when I would read your support helping me get through NML when I'm not really there. It would have been lies, I cannot lie or don't want to.
