I feel nervous!! I don't want to fail. I intend to be here all day. I am going to need help this first day. I will read and read. It's rainy today and my husband is annoyed with his job. A cigarette will not cure anything. I am struggling through this very long withdrawal. Just take it moment by moment. I know it will pass. I have had several ministrokes so smoking has caused health problems. Sorry I am rambling. Looking for help!!