Today I just don’t want to not smoke. I’ve looked over my list of reasons. I’m using my quit kit. I know I will feel better when I have my forever quit. I think of my family, my support system, the money saved, my heart rate and O2 being better and I just don’t care. None of those things matter today. I know there are people here who are strong and have made this journey and continue to make the commitment. I admire you/them. I think I am missing my friend (cigs) even though I know they were really not a friend. I’m reaching out to other people - both here and I the real world, yet I can’t seem to connect. I haven’t smoked today. I’ve pledged not to smoke today. Please pray for strength for me.
