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Share your quitting journey

I am Here. It is Me.

so_over_it
Member
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Hazy fog

Cloudy, smoke-filled

Mass of mental confusion

Addiction. Chains.

a key on the floor. in my hand.

Clouds parting

Fog lifting

Thoughts clearing.

Like crystal.

I emerge

Slimy and screaming.

Wet.

Ugly.

Shedding the placenta.

It's not pretty.

But I'm here.

I'm me.

     Addiction 

Freedom.

I am here.

Listen.

Hear, hear, hear.

Here.

I AM HERE.

IT IS ME.

5 Comments
freebreath
Member

Well said. says it all, like looking into that past and seeing ones self . Real. REally real. Yes here we are , then on the otherside all like new nervous systems reconnected to the source faulty wires and what not who cares it is the life pulse back in innoscent viens and we enjoy this so much more..amazing transformation story.

ohiosheltielady

I like your words very much!!  You are here.  Welcome newborn newbie 😉  And I hope you grow fast and strong and are standing on your own 2 feet very soon.  I predict you will grow up to be someone special!

kate8
Member
I love it. Well said. We are being reborn, learning to live life in a whole, new and wonderful way. Yay us.....
butt-kicker
Member

It's weird but I actually almost wanted to cry after I read that! Very cool! LIke someone punched me in the heart!

so_over_it
Member

Thanks to each of you for your kind comments. It really means a lot to me when people take the time to read and to comment!