Hoping I can do this

[lisaann40]

I am really hoping that I can do this. I want this so bad! I sometimes feel like I have a little angel and a little devil on my shoulder here lately. One is telling me how awesome I am for going forward with this and how I can do it, and the other is telling me that I will never succeed in it and why try. UGH! I just want to grab that little devil and shake the heck out of it! LOL! I know this won;t be easy. It's not my first round at this rodeo. I really need to get on here faithfully so I can vent my frustrations here and not on every one else. Well I am off for now. I have yet another sinuis infection and my head is killing me. So off to lay down. I hope everyone has had a really good day today.