Just so dang excited!! My body and mind feel so much better. I feel like a fog has lifted. I’m SO happy I quit.
Had another “smokemare” last night where I just casually picked up a cig and took a hit. Then I thought of one of the Ex text messages I often get about “have you even taken a puff in the last 7 days” and I felt so mad at myself and sad. So thankful it was just a dream.
It’s scary to think I could relapse so easily and automatically, just like I did in my dream. I want to stay humble, stay one day at a time, and even when 4 weeks become 4 months and then 4 years, to ALWAYS remember that as an addict I can’t ever become complacent. In reading other community posts and responses, that sobering truth has become clear to me. I thank you all for helping us newbies remember that a moment of inattention can happen at any time.
I wish for everyone one in my community to have a good Monday. If it’s going rough, please reach out.
In gratitude, Terry
