Here I go again

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And here I go again, this is maybe my tenth time and my first day. My husband is really getting on my nerves sorry to say but I will not smoke. I am going to go out and get groceries hopefully that will kill most of my day. It has snowed here and I am not a winter person so I feel sorry for all the people that have to be around me but I will not smoke. I dont really remember why I went back to smoking I think I used every excuse in the book to justify  it  and really there is no justification for it have tostay strong this time.