Goodbye letter

[Vaccaroni]

Goodbye,  we had a journey together that changed its form from Ciggeretts, to dip, to, vapeing, to chew. You were one of the 1st things i did thinking i was older but also like my dad and alot of other people i know. Being healthy and hearing stories of the guys in town that smoked like chimneys and were "healthy" at 80+ gave me a false sense of the dangers. But you made stressful moments  better and sometimes even created new aquaintenceships. You made work have breaks, and you were a great company with any fizzy or coffee drink. We would sit with dad and talk while all together endlessly. Now Dad has passed. It has been hard on me. To belive you had nothing to do with it.... it had to be, he was healthy, he was here, and now he is not. I want to be here, i will be here, and you will NOT.