Goodbye Nicotine

[LakotaD15]

I took my first hit from you over 10 years ago. I’ve tried to put you down so many times but you always manage to find a way back into my life. You were my comfort when my friends died, when I kicked my pill addiction, when I was in abusive relationships, when I was partying to forget about the real world. I thought you were helping me. I thought I needed you. But in reality, you’re just as toxic as what you were helping me run away from. Now I need to get rid of the last toxic thing in my life. I have amazing kids, a wonderful husband, and my dream job. I don’t need you anymore.