Goodbye Letter

[sinder3lla]

You came into my life when I was afraid of the future and afraid of who I could become. You changed my mind, made me sad, and hurt my mental health and self image. I will miss you, not because you were good to me, but because you manipulated me into bending to your wants. I miss the clarity more, I miss the old me more, I miss the good… I miss my happiness more than I’ll miss you. So in the end I choose myself because I know the younger me had more plans for us. She needs me and I need her. She’s seen it all, been hurt by it all, and beat it all.. so I know with her, I can beat this.