I am sorry I have been absent for a couple of days. I have been keeping my son''s rescue bull dog and that is a full time job. Most know who cookie is, my 8 lb. chihuahua and she thinks she is a pit bull when the bull dog is around. She is very jealous. This has been very stressful but I haven't smoked. I really haven't had time.
I also have started seeing a gentleman from my church. His wife died about a year ago. We both agreed that we want to be just good friends and nothing more. We have been out twice and going to his house tomorrow night to watch movies. I do not know if have it in me as I tend to get emotionally involved very easily and get hurt. That is when I started smoking on my last quit.
I have been doing a lot of thinking and that is another reason i haven't been online. I need to make some decisions on my own so if things don't work out then I have no one to blame but myself. I plan on being back regular with my family so I do not loose my quit.
I hope everyone has a great evening and chat tomorrow.
God bless
Carolyn and Cookie
