I quit smoking 34 days ago. And I feel like I really want a cigarette. I keep thinking just one. But, I know one leads to two. Two leads to three and before you know it you are smoking again. Some of the people I work with want me to go outside with them while they smoke and talk to them. I don't because it's to tempting. I've come to far to go back. What now?
And I have a friend that smokes. That wants to hang out. I've been avoiding that because she wouldn't care she'd just give me a cigarette. Where the people at work wont give me one. I don't allow people to smoke in my car or house anymore. I know my friend will give me attitude about that. Even though I warned her before that there is no smoking in my house or car.
I avoid going into the gas station. I get my gas with my debit card. I've got to go to the dollar store and get some sugar free gum for work. Do the craving and wanting a cigarette get easier or is this just going to be a long battle?
